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Sometimes trusting in you is hard
I'm so sick and tired of all the lies
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ÃMÅNDÄ K€L$3Y TÂN, 111296Facebook | Twitter | Tumblr | Formspring The truth hurts,lies spread. Reality sucks. People change. This is life. But its how you live it, that makes you different. Get back up on your feet, and tell the world I'm strong. What Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger. - DANCE, MUSIC and PHOTOGRAPHY❤ - POREOTICS❤ - I aM mE❤ - QUEST CREW❤ Exits
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Saturday, January 28, 2012
Rain, Sun, Rainbow This week has been pretty much okay. Nothing much happened. Tomorrow going to have yusheng with family again. Oh wait, something BIG did happen. I AM SUPER HAPPY ABOUT IT. @ICONspikeymike FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER. I was screaming. :P for those who don't know who he is, prolly cos you don't watch America's Beat Dance Crew(ABDC). He is part of a group called ICONICBOYZ and he followed me on twitter!!!! It may sound like nothing to most of you but to people like me, bbg and daughtermoo, it means a lot. Wished he did follow daughtermoo. I'll be super happy for her. Bbg wanted to create twitter because of that. And YES YOU SHOULD TAMARA CHITRAN. :> I shall remember 26Jan12 forever. That's the day I accepted his follower request. So now @officialhhi and @ICONspikeymike follows me on twitter. :D HAPPYGIRL. But there's a lot more people I want to follow me. Like the whole of POREOTICS, I aM mE, QUEST CREW, and so many more:> I realise that after I left you guys never actually cared, or ask, am i so unimportant that my absence doesn't matter? Or was I just invisible. I trusted you. A lot, I know it was wrong of me to say it. But under those circumstances. Even if I don't, isn't it obvious? You were the cause of why she screamed out his name, not me, and I have warned you not to leave that thing there. You didn't listen. I know who I told could be trusted. And now, I trust her more than you. I never should have trusted you. Yes, it happened a million years ago. But I can't let it go. I wasted half my year being invisible with you guys, close to a year trusting you as a bestie. But in times to come. I guess I can't trust you. But on the brighter side, I found new friends, who care, who is willing to do things for me, make sacrifices. I really love these friends. Because I know they truly care. For the first time a friend was willing to do such things for me. I'm really touched. Really. I cherish all of you. I love you TAMARA;BBG , ADELLE;DAUGHTERMOO , EVANGELIA;EVANBBY , ADEEBA;NOOBYBOO . And btw I have a new nickname called xiao tan jing(small eyes) and I kind of like it:P I will always remember that after everyone rain/thunderstorm, comes the sun, along with a beautiful rainbow. I love you my awesome friends:> And I saw this picture I really like on tumblr:> which reminds me that HATERS GONNA HATE, and they should stop gossiping and stfu. I kind of edited the photo on instagram sobinshall upload both the original and edited:>   Wednesday, January 25, 2012
CNY Here's many peektures:> I told myself to take a photo of me with my new cny tops. But yeah. Barely showing the tops. Bahahaha. Cny was not bad, collects a lot of angbaos. But all pass to my mom and idk how much I have. Heheh. It will be a short summary. CNY EVE ; REUNION DINNER Reunion dinner was okeh. Had my favourite roast chicken:> and dad served me a drumstick:> then after reunion dinner, went to have a drink at raffles marina an I had a latte:D it was not bad but as you drink it starts to taste a little too milky): CNY day1; Went visiting at gran's first. Had mian xian and gran gave me so much I was so full and I still had 1/4 left. Bahahaha! Then watched some teevee. Had about 2-3 pineapple tarts and left for taigong's house. It was so crowded over there. Like BOOMz. Bahahaha. Made some popiah for gran and mom and had 2 egg popiahs myself. New type one. HAHA. Played with a baby boy. Not exactly play. Took care of him rather, and then went off. Spend like 2++ hours there. So yeah. Headed to ahma's and then dinner and home:> CNY day2 Nothing much. Stayed home. Went out for a dinner at the airport, terminal 3 with dad's side before gran and Guma went to Laos. Had yusheng and we were super loud at the "HUAT AH" part. Bahahaha! Then everyone was staring. Hahaha! Then Guma epic. It was terminal 2 she say terminal 3, got my dad worried about letting her and gran's go to Laos. Although it was with a tour group. HAHA. Then after checking in we went to Toast Box for some coffee and sent them off. Said goodbye, hugged, kissed and baby cousin Phoebe so cute and said : "奶奶 I love you." CUTE. 4years old only! So yeah. That's about it for day 2 of CNY. SCHOOL; SIANZ TTM. Fell asleep for one part of English until ADEEBA IQBAL'S PHONE FREAKING VIBRATED(it's a blackberry so it vibrates super vigorously). IT WAS THE TABLE BESIDE ME BUT I STILL FREAKING JUMPED UP. Which is when I realised I fell asleep. Teehee. Then Ms Chua asked people to answer and asked Evangelia who has already fell asleep and dreaming away already. It took us a few taps and calls to wake her up. Can't blame her okay, she didn't sleep the whole night. :| then she took awhile to answer the teacher's question. So yeah. SS remedial after that. And that's my day. :> BYE EARTHLINGS. ❤, Amanda Kelsey Swanson😄              Friday, January 20, 2012
Tides This week school has been okay. Been sick on Monday and Tuesday. Monday. Burning fever. Woke up on Monday feeling hot, with a headache. So didn't go school. Went to the doctor's and had an MC for 2days of school and 3days of p.e. bill came to a total of $37. Was expecting it to be more expensive but $37 still quite ex. Bought lunch and didn't have any appetite to eat. Mom made me eat some bread cos my medicine must eat after meal. Went to bed after taking medicine and was so cold although the sun was burning outside. Woke up sweaty and warm so i guess the medicine took effect. Had 1/4 of my lunch and was too full to continue. Did my english hols homework I've yet to complete and watched teevee. Fold some clothes awhile later and medicine effect was disappearing ): started to feel cold again. People on twitter were complaining how hot the sun was but I was complaining of the lack of heat. Bahahaha. Slept for abt 2 hours and had porridge with some side dishes for dinner. Barely ate but was too full. Tuesday. Didn't go school on Tuesday either, dad was worried I would get sick halfway. Wednesday. Was so glad to see bbg, evanbby, adellebby and adeebabby when I went to school. :D missed all my friends. Can't actually rmb a lot of things. I remembered rushing emaths homework. Bahahaha. Thursday. I took my english CT I missed on Monday and it was quite hard. Chinese remedial was okay. Took a picture with Evan via her hp. Friday. CNY celebrations. First thing in he morning 4N7 got a scolding from Elizabeth Joy Yang for being late for assembly on Thursday. -_- everyone was like what the fuck. Rolled eyes when asked to leave but Kimbella damn unlucky and got caught for that although quite obvious 3/4 of the class would have also rolled our eyes. Had 15mins of mother tongue cos only had one period and that mrs yang took part of it away. Only 6 people in the class today. 7 didnt come and the rest were in the better Chinese class. Ms Wee was quite pissed. But I like Ms Wee! She's sucha nice Chinese teacher. So cute and funny. Bahaha. Social Studies was next and complained to ms soon about this morning's scolding and a lot of things. Super funny. Then had an hour of recess. Upper sec get to eat in class. YAY. Picnic'ed with Evan, Adelle and Adeeba. :D thn had to help with the hamper but me and adeeba just slacked. Hehehe. Thn CNY celebrations in the hall 4N7 purposely go earlier than we normally would.(we normally last few class:P) thn got dances and yeah. Discipline mistress and head prefect only mood spoiler.-_- thn from end at 12.15pm performances dragged it till 12.40pm. Left school at 1++ cos mom was gonna pick me up. Turns out she called me agin ask me go queensway shopping centre. Rained heavil half way. Waited for her to fetch me cos I couldn't walk to the shopping centre due to the heavy rain. Was almost totally drenched when I got into the car. She bought me a cheeseburger :D went to west coast plaza and headed home to put the groceries we bought. Bought myself a pair of red shorts :> and mom bought gran's a shirt. Headed to gran's to pass her the shirt before going Ahma's house for dinner. On the way I was complaining about an aunt which pissed me off damn bad. She treat my gran like some housekeeper for her house or something. _|_ then after dinner headed home:> change bed sheet, bathe, slacked. Bed time. _\/_ . cos I needed you, like the dragonfly wings need the wind.❤ I'm not perfect, but I keep trying, cos that's what I said I would do from the start.❤ ❤, Amanda Kelsey Swanson Picture of me and Evan credits goes to Evan herself. I love Matt Dumbo Nguyen.❤    Monday, January 16, 2012
Honestly Honestly - Kelly Clarkson Could you love somebody like that Could you attract someone like that Could you go where people can see someone like me Could you do that Would you face me, make me Listen to the truth even if it breaks me You can judge me ,love me If you are hating me Do it honestly All I see are stepford like lives Meals and knifes Beautifull lies Bring me now the green in your eyes Perfect disguise for envy and pride Face me, make me Listen to the truth, even if it breaks me Judge me, love me If you are hating me do it honestly Face me, make me Listen to the truth, even if it breaks me You can jugde me, love me If you are hating me Would you face me, make me Listen to the truth even if it breaks me Judge me ,love me If you are hating me Do it honestly Tuesday, January 10, 2012
But This Love Is Ours.❤ OURS - TAYLOR SWIFT❤ Elevator buttons and morning air Stranger's silence makes me wanna take the stairs If you were here, we'd laugh about their vacant stares But right now, my time is theirs Seems like there's always someone who disapproves They'll judge it like they know about me and you And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do The jury's out, but my choice is you So don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine And life makes love look hard The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours You never know what people have up their sleeves Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine [| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/ours-lyrics.html |] And life makes love look hard The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours And it's not theirs to speculate if it's wrong and Your hands are tough but they are where mine belong in I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you 'Cause I love the gap between your teeth And I love the riddles that you speak And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored 'Cause my heart is yours So don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine And life makes love look hard And don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine But they can't take what's ours, they can't take what's ours The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours -Taylor Swift❤ Have I ever mentioned how much I love her? I ADORE HER. She's my inspiration. ^^ TAYLORSWIFTFANFORLIFE.❤         Sunday, January 1, 2012
Reminisce. Adelle inspired me to do a blog posts now=] so yeah. First and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR. My new year didn't go out really well. I shall no talk abt it. Cos idk who is reading this post. Started of my new year with waking up at 12++ =] really tired after sleeping at 1++. Mom celebrated her new year's eve at MBS with her side of the family. Second aunt booked a humongous room at MBS. I was home with dad and bro. We went to fish & co for dinner:> shared swordfish with dad and order a plate of dishes which I forgot what was it called for share and bro had fish and chip:> have i ever mention that I LOVE fish & co's SWORDFISH. :D it's da best:> Another Adelle inspired, haha, writing a short message to all my beloved starting too with the much closer ones :D. Tamara Chitran, BBG❤ Bbgggggg Chitrannnn, I loveeee you bbg! You're sucha awesome bestie:> I love how we can spend hours on the phone talking about life, POREOTICS especially, and how we watch their videos together, laugh about how funny they are together, be WOWED by their dance performances(and their half naked freestyle at Ala Moana Hotel. Kekeke:>) You're an awesome dancer bbg:D I remember that we were the two blur sec1s who joined our first competition together, First Aid Competition(FAC), I remember all the memories we had an how we were so scared, tired and exhausted together. I remember how we are so crazy together during classes and I thankyou so much for teaching amath:> Babe you're awesome and never ever forget that. I loveeeee you for life! ❤ Adelle Yii, Daughtermoo❤ Daughtermoooooooooooo, thankyou for all the good memories we shared be it in class or Red Cross, how you always try your very best to help me with whatever I need help with. I loveeee you bby. Thankyou for teaching me amath too in class when I'm as blur as usual about it:> thank you for all the good times we shared and how we spazz over dance together and how we both love I aM mE a lot:> Inspire, Motivate and Energize :D Never ever forget that you're the best vicey=] You're such an awesome dancer bby! All those dance battles we had when I was too shy to do anything. I promise to do something better for the next. :D I loveeeee you for life!❤ Evangelia Wong, WoingBoing❤ Evannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, thank you for all the times we shared. Like being crazy together, texting through iMessage and texting each other things that only we will say to the people closer to us:> I thank you for comforting me when I was sad about how things turn out on my birthday. And do you remember those tiger biscuits we love to eat and MILO! Loveeeee ice milo. Bby you're a awesome bestie and never ever forget that:D I remember how we text each other and either you or me can suddenly never reply hahaha! Remember why I always text you 35mins later for something? I loveeee you or life!❤ Adeeba Iqbal, Ahlian101❤ Bbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Hahaha! You are the funniest! I remember all the funny times we talk to each other in a funny way and stealing some of the brownies you made:> You are sucha brilliant brownie maker! Yumyumyum, promise me you'll make me some?:] The times we were so crazy during emath headstart and amath studycamp. LOL. Never ever forget how wonderful you are:> thank you for all the good memories and making me laugh, HARD. I loveeee you for life!❤ Beatrice Ng, Bweatice❤ Bweaticeeeee, love you babe, thank you for all the epic times you made me laugh hard. You're a a sweet girl and never ever forget you're pretty(: Have an everlasting loveship with your baby. Thank You for helping me when I first started having a tumblr and you were thinking that I was crazy enough to have to ask you how to work it. LOL. And I remember following you to coronation plaza for lemon chicken riceee:> I loveeeee you for life!❤ Anuishaa Yoganathan, Annuneh❤ Anunneeeehhhhhh, you're sucha cutie! You're so funny when you talk sometimes I can't help but laugh and laugh. Especially when you sound a little auntyish. You're very skinny already so stop dieting babe! Never ever forget you're skinny:D Kekeke. Have an everlasting loveship with that special someone:> I love that triangular shape type of food you gave me that day! It was so yummy but I forgot what it's called. :P I never even knew there was sucha a type of food. HAHA! Don't be so emo keh. I loveeeeeeee you for life!❤ I thank all these people for cheering me up when I'm sad, emo or when I cry:D I love you guys an have a HAPPY NEW YEAR. AND TAMARA ALEXANDRA UY CHITRAN, create a twitter account! Many things have happened this year. Many. A lot of bad ones. But I hope that 2012 will be a better year ahead for me and I cherish all the good times I had. I grew a lot this year to realise who are the friends who can't understand me, or don't even bother about my existence. Through all these I learn, grow and WAKE UP from being a blur person who still doesn't know how cruel this world is, and how you can't trust everyone. Ending off with a quote : "A friend is one who walks in when others walk out" -Walter Winchell ❤, Amanda Kelsey Tan=] |
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